GASP its shannon (6:41:31 PM): hhmmm, what should we do tonight. i say we both hop on a train, and meet somewhere halfway. and then we'll go hijack a private jet and fly to like..somewhere far, far away. maybe somewhere in europe, or california, get some boys with accents, or surfer boys. and then we call our parents telling them that we were kidnapped, and the kidnappers are requesting a million $$ ransom, and get them to send it to us, and then we'll go on a mmaaajjooorr shopping spree, and then maybe..if we feel like it..we could come back here after a few months or so..

^too cool for words.

yea so the motion city soundtrack show was fuckin amazing. and i love christine so much. crowd surfing was flippin rad.

and yea. not much else to say.

i wanna go to the beach tomorrow. someone needs to take me. end of story.

the end.

[	Current Mood	|	drained	]
[	Current Music	|	*Down Set Go--> Underoath	]

isnt it funny, how people torment each others minds. 

the way they minipulate people.

and how those people will always, despite what they already know about the person, always succumb to them. 

and whats even funnier is when that person tells you they changed.

hm that raises the question, what does changed mean?

changed as in are a moraly different person?..perhaps.

thats something you will not know.

so you want to think they are different, in some way, some how, different.

and they lead you to believe they are.

their little charade fools you.

and you fall, fall hard, for them, opps i mean it.

they are merely the same person.

the same asshole of a person that you still would bend at any limb for.

the same person that has the power to brighten your day.

and even stronger power to destroy any last bit of hope in it.

oh yes, isnt it just so fucking funny.

i love writing things from the heart. i love it even more when im miserable and cranky. fuck this.

<|3

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock.  Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?  Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class?  I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock.  Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole.

bahaha. love it.

saw it on some kids myspace. and i love it.

the end.

comments make me smile :)

[	Current Mood	|	uncomfortable	]
[	Current Music	|	*Emily--> From First to Last	]

so friday.

rockettes all day. robs house all night. awesome time at his little party thing i planned. kudos to me. brendan taught me how to skateboard. oh yes im so cool. i know. then we watched eurotrip.. i love that movie. and that is matt damen thank you very much. lol.

hm saturday.

oh man. spent the day in port washington. hung out with justin, went to the beach and collected sea glass. then went to a park, in which we saw these guys. this bothered justin so of course we had to leave be suposedly they were 'checking me out'. on our way home we ran into chris. haha. oh man. that was too precious of a moment to forget. then went to some party and me and justin got bored, so we went exploring. we climbed down a cliff, well i more like fell down it. then trespassed on a golf course, then hopped a fence into some apartment complex, then ran up a hill into the forest. we knew if we got through the forest wed get to the beach where the fireworks were.

needless we couldnt get throught the forest. i had scratches, i was soaked bc it rained. i was a mess. so then me and justin found our way out and then went back to the golf course. so as we are walking we found a cooler with water in it and drank some. then we saw a sprinkler and of course ran in it. so now we are soaked and climb back up the cliff. once bac at the party, we said we got caught in the sprinkler lol. yea so we lied. oh well lol.

ok sunday.

fought with my mom. then went to danielle millans. then we walked around her town. ;ets see we sat on a street corner, we kept eating food, her and alex tryed to kill me by going into an elevator with me and smoking- i was like gasping for air lol, and then we went to the park where danielle made a homeade bong. im not even going to write about that bc im so embarrased that she did it. lol. then we went back home and watched sleepers, awesome movie. very awesome. then went to bed.

finally monday.

so we woke up to watch white noise. that was interesting. and then dorm daze. that was just weird. hmm so then they highlighted my hair..well tryed to.. oh well. then we wandered to the park and of course 7-11. and yes we bought everything in sight lol. yea and then we were on the trampoline for a while bc i refused to go into the pool.

the end.

so that was my exciting weekend.

very exciting, dont be too jelous now lol.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
cause its the only time that I ever feel real
thunder storms could never stop me
cause there's no one in the world like Emily

yea so from first to last is awesome. and the song emily makes me sad. it makes me want to be emily, to be wanted and needed by someone who loves me. but w.e. <|3

today was boring. school is a drag. i want it to be over. like right now. i need to get a job too. im praying to work with kenny. thatd b awesy.

so as for now im going to sit here, and replay the song Emily over and over. as i wallow in self pity. then perhaps eryn will call and brighten my day and fix my hair. who knows.

bye bye beautiful <|3

[	Current Mood	|	calm	]
[	Current Music	|	*irony of dying on your birthday--> senses fail	]

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

hmm so havnt updated in a while. dont feel like eplaining the past week. so in short..

met game.. haha, david wright is so mine. haha.

mandas sweet 16 = uber awesome.

baton competition = eh.

i can type my name with my nose.

chris craig and rob are hawt and i love hangin out with them.

im going to a motion city soundtrack show bc chrissy is hott and fucking amazing, i love her so much more then her feeble minded boy toy dan.

hot hot heat is my life.

im cooler and sexier then tim, and my name fuckin rules. so ha tim u lose.

the awards thing today sucked.

kudos to me for being such an amazing summarizer.

I would take someone with a switchblade knife so that I can see their pain. I choose to be a serial killer cause the victims don’t get any fame

<3 sense fail.

So yea the fun fair is tomorrow. then hopegfulyl goin to mandas house, then bac to mine for a slumer. Kristens sweet 16 is on sunday, whoo hoo lol. im excited, ive never been to st james b4.

any way im consumed with bordness. i need to get a job, like seriously. I am determined to work with Kenny. yes yes I am.

Any way. Im done, adios.

Lovers and liars <|3

[	Current Mood	|	contemplative	]
[	Current Music	|	*Heres to you--> Diffuser	]

<3 i love my team<3

conference champs 05... ohh babyy <3333

so yea anyways. yesturday was awesome we won conference champs, went to dinner, and some people had a sleepover. from what i hear it was awesome. oh man i love those girls<3

so yea anyways.. bored out of my mind. did nothing today. went to to meadow drive for student athlete thing.. played screw ur buddy..awesome game. then did nothing the rest of the day. eryn straightened my hair afterschool. shes awesome with hair. she most def needs to get into boces or else i will go and beat the people who said no to her with meat tenderisers. oh yes. be ready.. and when that certain boy comes to eryns house, hehehe im gonna have a field day. <3

hmm yea pointless entry. just felt like annoucning that we are conference champs again.. because i can.

ex's and oh's <3

[	Current Mood	|	creative	]
[	Current Music	|	*Talk to me, Dance with me--> HOT HOT HEAT	]

ok so ready? the girls on my softball team flippin rock my socks.

ekk 10-4, what nowww?! 2 games left, oh mannn... and monday is gonna be awesome... afterall, our good friend joey is coming. :):):). haha yea well today was awesome, and i met a lovely boy named joey who is super fun, but roe thinks hes gay, not that theres anything wrong with being gay. but yes. so hes coming to our game because we gave him directions, and he must wear his name tag. ha, too awesome.

tomorrow softball slumber. :). im syked :)

*sigh*

and in the end, peter pan pulled off * tinkerbell's * wings so she could never leave. sometimes, love is another way to bleed.<3

i love that quote, or maybe song, i dont know. if anyone knows, please, dont be hesitant to tell me :)

oh and by the way, anyone who has money, and who is interested in buying me a HOT HOT HEAT t-shirt should call me asap. this is a very important cause, 'cassie is addicted to hot hot heat and needs clothes' cause to be exact. so yea, people who arent poor, get back to me, kthanx<3

wow im a loser. ohh well.

so yea this sunday hopefully i will see mike<3, hopefully. and sat night is melissa's sweet sixteen. hahaha that should b interesting. im gonna have lots of fun <3

so yea im pretty bored, but in a delightful mood. im trying not to think of the fact that my bestest buddy justin is leaving me. hes going to florida without me. and i wont be able to talk to him much. this saddens me. he said hed buy me things, so i guess thats a plus :)

mat harrison: 'cassie is emo, but i want to bang her anyway, and not ***. because *** is a cunt, a tramp, a whore, and a gardening tool, and wants to be like cassie. which she cant bc cassie is cassie. the end'

<3 i love mat <3 i love his textbook more though <3 hahaha.

Alrighty, im done. Comments make me smile!

<3

[	Current Mood	|	scared	]
[	Current Music	|	*Scotty Doesnt Know--> Eurotrip soundtrack, oh baby	]

ahh its raining, and theres thunder, and im scareddd.. epp.

it sucks, tonight i would have went out wit alycia, ro, and danielle to sweet hollow road. but no, instead im here. at home. bc of the rain. pshh. that sucks. tomorrow thou. maybe.

yea so im listening to scotty doesnt know.

and its like consuming me, i cant stop listening to it, ha.

yea so i went to subway with robert before. ha, i called him robert. hes awesome i love that kid more then anything.  <33333

ok so yea its a pointless entry, oh well, nothing better to do. maybe i'll burn another thousand cds. yea thatd be rad.

<3

[	Current Mood	|	bouncy	]
[	Current Music	|	*Shimmy shimmy quater turn--> Hellogoodbye	]

States that keep us far apart
Turn down the beating of my heart
Mark the places in my book
With photographs we never took
I swear that I'm not kidding
The night time is so pretty
With all the stars above your eyes
I'm sneaking out and making ties
States that keep us far apart
Track the beating with a chart
Mark the rythyms that I shook
Everytime I caught you look
<3 hellogoodbye <3

yea hellogoodbye and hot hot heat are uber awesome and i cant stop listening to either :)

so yea, shannon is gonna come to mineola. k?thanx.

hehe.

yesturday steph came over, we listened to some nifty music, and burned cds. then we watched a walk to remember. oh man, love that movie-->

'shes got you listening to her people music'

'her people music?'

'her bible hugging, crucifix wearing, honkkkkkk if you love jesus people'

<-- haha i love it, stephs awesome. and shes mine, so craig, darling, back the fuck off, ill fuck you up. thanks.

last night was rad. lets see. went to danielles house rather then the movies. we walked to ralphs and there was NO ONE out. it was werid, a conspriacy. oh well. we ran into emily and danielle, BAM, yea we are cool.  oh and might i add, i am the most amazing conversation reader, EVER. yes i get all into it, with different emotions, oh yes, dont deny it, im just that cool. well steph was my ride home, but her parents came at like 915, so i was upset bc therefore my night ended early. but when we were driving me home we ran into rob matt and eric. so i jumped out of the car and joined them. we were walking around and i told rob that we were getting married, and how matt is nothing more then a tag along, and erics the best man. haha. some fun jokes were said. hehe.  oh and i am definatly going to be the first woman in the NBA with my amazing basketball skills, hahahaha. silly. after wandering around no where, and hanging out on street corners, and going to blockbuster in which the basketball was stolen. haha. they walked me home. overall an ok night :)

alright so now i think someone is in my house, im forced to go investigate. oh geez...

<3

[	Current Mood	|	creative	]
[	Current Music	|	*You're the only one--> Maria Mena	]

oh goddammit i think i've lost it.  oh goddammit i think i've lost you <|3

*Hot Hot Heat owns*

anyways,

friday i think was awesome. like truely was awesome. softball practice was so easy going it was amazing. then erikas sweet sixteen was a blast. i love dancing, specially with certain people :) but yea, so it turns out i didnt have to watch my back and look out for john re re, rumors spread. its funny. had some alcoholic drinks, bc julio is amazing and has a fake id :). but yea, idk i loved my hair because eryn was awesome and did it, and i loved the dress, bc eryn is awesome and let me borrow it. hehe. yea so it was an awesome night. had fun, yay me. and mite i add erika looked amazing!

saturday had the worst cramps ever. other then the ones in school, but oh well. i was such a bitch to justin. and i love him to death, so he forgives me. went to eryns and the lovely danielle was there. god i love those two. they are like my best friends. no joke. love you two! 

sunday...hm yesturday? oh yea..went bowling with the softball team. i went from bowling like a 115 to like a 65. oh yea im amazing. me and danielle wandered around for a bit, went to her sisters, then sat in a parking lot with john re re. he stole my bike, and no one helped me. pshh. then came home, went to eryns for a bit, said hello to coney the cone.. i think thats his name. oh and talked to a lovely boy whose x gf was hit by a runaway moose.. haha. fun times. and eryn made me a nifty cd, i love it. bc i want to be her. oh man. theres gonna be a girl fight up in here. hahahahah <3

today softball tournament all day. whoot whoot. won every game. i love that team. they are awesome. <33 even thou amanda marie buehler deserves to die, its all good :)

hmm yea so im bored, but im talking to this kid josh who is making me giggle. so im not that bored :) we are going to the beach, and he will give me a massage, on a lifegaurd stand, under the stars. oh yes. we are cool.

hmm yea.

im listening to maria mena, i dont know why. but shes making me smile. so im gonna go back to listening to music and talking to josh :)

<3

[	Current Mood	|	infuriated	]
[	Current Music	|	*seventy times 7--> Brand New	]

Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it...

this weekend. well. it was just weird. friday, well im not even going there. but saturday. gosh, idk, i dont think ive felt how i felt on saturday in the longest time. i felt so, how can i explain it, i felt like i belonged. i dont know. if only he lived in new york, hed be my best friend. he understands me, and i remotly understand him, and to have that feeling, means more to me then anything. sunday i hung out with eryn in pennsylvania, it was cool. tj makes me giggle, me and eryn want his car, oh and did i mention how we will beat danielle with a decrepped cat.. haha. oh man. too great :)

this weeks been nothing more then interesting. idk. no one knows. oh well. i hate being a teenage girl, with bullshit and stuff that we have to deal with. god, it sucks, like majorly.

billy is angering me, he went to a show to see startingline, mae, and armor for sleep. and i didnt answer my fone when he called. and i shoukld have. because if i did, then i could have talked to the lead singers of those bands. what the fuck. god hates me. but billy makes me giggle. we were on the phone for a mighty long time. it was rad. <3 i now listen to atreyu, bayside, and hmm more armor for sleep :). i like it.

ah, anyway, miserablness consumes me.. brand new now is satisfying my mood.

Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

well that definatly satifys my mood now.

sincerly,

- little white dove.. hehe.

[	Current Mood	|	dgsdhfdh	]
[	Current Music	|	*silence...	]

do you remember when our words first collided. cause baby i do, it consisted of sparks, clashes, and a shattering barrier.  and yes, i'm insignificant in your life, admit it.  but it didn't stop you from quoting lines from my incoherent phrases.  only 7 more seasons to go, and im yours for the taking.  i envy a girl who talks to you, i hate to hear you glad.  im nothing mere then an unlucky coin, that once brought you joy, only to be lost in your pocket as a newer one is replaced in your wallet . 

...please dont fade <|3

yea. 

[	Current Mood	|	cranky	]
[	Current Music	|	*She paints me blue--> Something Corporate	]

Steph's Dad (overhearing our perverted convo in the other room):  "So okay...let's have a little sex talk. who in here is not a virgin, raise your hand."
(Cait's hand shoots up)
Steph's Dad:  "ok now...did it actually feel good, was it enjoyable?"
Cait:  "well...at the end"
Steph's Dad:  "you weren't uncomfortable and in pain?"
Cait:  "oooohhhhh you mean the FIRST time. (Steph's dad shakes his head) well ya know, i had to be broken in."
Lauren:  "Yeah, Cait's been around the block a few times."
(Steph's mom comes in the room and gives him a dirty look, pointing her finger to come here)
Steph's Dad:  "oh, now SHE'S horny."

oh dear, softball pasta partays seem to be ubberly entertaining. hehe.

hmm friday slumbered at eryns, though we really didnt slumber much..we went out, drove around, and you know, did all the normal innocent teenage stuff. haha. loving it.

had a baton competition this morning...i was the only one who caught all the tosses -- go me!! whoo!!. haha. yea, then mike came over and he sat there eating jelly beans, yea, hes an odd child. :)

then we had the pasta party. called bennet, talked to her and gale. ha. very funny indeed. then we had this huge like sex talk. haha. definatly amusing. but yes, anyways.

Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get to sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
And I can't hide that I relied on you
Like yellow does on blue

And your my good feeling, I'm kneeling
Inside his room he paints me blue
And you are my reason for breathing
Inside his room he paints me blue

Atlanta started raining on me
And teenage love was underground
Tonight I break the surface

*sigh* something corporate owns me <3

-punk rock princess-

[	Current Mood	|	head-aches	]
[	Current Music	|	*Car underwater --> Armor for sleep	]

oh yea 16 comments on the previous entry, all were a conversation between me and mr somebody.

blah anyways..

yea nothing too new, my mommy left me and went to canada and left me with the little brat of a child. i know you all wish you were me, haha. yea rite.

we tied in our game today, whoot whoot, hehe it was amusing to watch..kelly is so silly, sweet and sour..haha. love youuu<3

ok this is for my lunch table:

YOU ALL ARE FUCKIN SKANKS WHO MAKE FUN OF MY AWFUL CHILDHOOD TRAUMA. IT IS SO TOTALLY NOT COOL. YEA SO WHAT, I WENT TO A PETTING ZOO WHEN I WAS 6 AND I WENT INTO THE PEACOCK AREA. UH HUH REAL FUNNY, SPECIALLY WHEN I SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN THERE. AND YEA WELL YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, YES INDEED, I WAS CHASED BY A PEACOCK. ARENT I HYSTERICAL, LETS ALL MAKE FUN OF THE POOR LITTLE FREAK OF A CHILD CASSIE. UH HUH. FUCKIN HOES.

now that that is settled. lol.

hehe.

hmm this past weekend was carazay. thursday i hung out with my darling jonny gomez and eryn. god i love him <3 and her <3. thursday night was theresas birthday bash. friday was theresas surprise partay. that was entertaining, we all yell 'surprise' and she simply says 'again?'. heh love you babes. hmm friday night was dani's birthday bash..im not even going to explain all the ways i was violated that night. ha. saturday i had softball practice and then danielle and i walked to ralphs and said hi to the easter bunnys. fantabulous i know. and lastly sunday was easter. boring holiday, spent in jersey with moms bf's fam. eh, it was...interesting in lack of words.

Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that I'm down here
Believe the note I left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here so don't try
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

^^  hm so b-dizzle o-nizzle has gotten my hooked on the song car underwater..like seriously, im hooked. so screw you billy. ha. jk, love ya babes <3

this is a kinda pointless entry, i was gonna write some little poem thing i came up with but i dont remeber all of it. perhaps ill save it for a later date. hehe.

bye bye beautiful.

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curious

]

this weekend was tiring but loads of fun.

lets see now, friday i had another mental breakdown but tis all good, i slept at eryns house that night. hmm eryn and danielle were fucked up when i got there..of course lol, then us three plus my darling mike went walking around till like 1130ish. eryn and danielle amuse me. i felt bad bc mike paid for a caramel frap from starbucks and a salad at panera, the two most expensive places lol. but oh well. i love him more then belief :):). then we waited with mike at the train station until he left and eryn danielle and i went back to eryns casa. we cleaned her room, then she colored my hair-- well kinda colored it, then i experienced yet ANOTHER first with her-- haha, i love my california twin. shes too awesome. i dare anyone to love her as much as me, bc i doubt you will succeed. hmm so yea then we ate some snacks and fell asleep. overall good nite. other then my breakdown thing.

hmm then i woke up and went to softball practice. definatly a nice day out. afterwards danielle came back over for a bit and then we went outside to see eryn and danielle h and we sat in the street playing hand games. oh yes, dont deny it, you wish you were us. what now. ha. then danielle and eryn went their separate ways and then danielle left my house, and danielle came over. holy fuck theres too many danielles. so danielle millan is now at my house, and we basically just hung around, ate, talked, etc. finally we went to sleep bc i was ridiculously tired.

this morning was my baton competition, and for the first time ever i was nervous. i dont know, we need to go over the routine, but its ok, it was our first competiton, i dont know what we got yet thou.

hmm justin came over afterwards and him danielle and i just hung around. i didnt feel well so yea i was all blah. but oh well.

now justin is standing over me watching me type this, its kinda creepy but oh well ha.

oh yes now justin and i are jamming to disney tunes...oh yea ur jealous.

<3 cant wait to see my husband tee hee

--cas

[	Current Mood	|	ditzy	]
[	Current Music	|	*This Temporary Life--> Death Cab for Cutie	]

well lets see.

friday i went to oasis. ha. me eryn and danielle had to like beg someone to take us bc we had no ride. so we get there and steff-nee and lauren were already at the front of the line. so we waited for a bit with them, joked about the bouncers - and how they like it ruff... hahaah. yea so we get in, its fuckin hott as hell, mirrors were fogged up. but whatever. so mike<3 was there and i was hangin out with him. then next thing i know lauren comes up to me and tells me that danielle and eryn got kicked out. so i was like wtf and left. turns out these two guys went up to them and started dancing, and these two jappy bitches go up to them and was like 'mmm why you touchin our men' *ghetto snap*... so there was this confrintation and the girl pushed eryn, eryn pushed back, and danielle grabbed the other ones hair. then they were kicked out. lol. god i wish i could have been there to actually witness the fight. so we walk to some random mama theresas and get some food. then went home.

saturday was softball practice, afterwards i went to eryns to paint her room, as well as eat some yummy chinese food. her door is fuckin trippy as hell. its all black, and looks like its open, but its not. ha. then had to go babysitting that night. definalty was like falling asleep the whole time i was there. oh well. i made money :)

sunday went to breakfast with the madre, and waited for mike to come over. he called me at 1..showed up 4. i was patiently waiting the whole time thank you very much. lol. we watched the notebook. too cute. i adore that movie. and him. so it was perfect. he left around 730 and i went to eryns house. god she lives so far away, i never see her. ahha. so yea, i helped her paint some more. i actually had a normal conversation with her brother. that i must say was odd. it was like a bonding moment *shutters*. ha.

yesturday, hmm, i just had a terrible day. but amanda and i resloved our differences so it was good. nothing spectacular about yesturday.

now for today... hmm.. i was sleepy the whole day. my arm hurts so ive been fuckin up in softball practice. haha. softball practice oh boy... lets see. i learned how to slide. whoot whoot. danielle slid into home, shes so silly. <3. at the end of the practice bennet told us to have a snowman building contest. upper classmen vs under classmen. so we were all into it. gina wanted us to cover her in snow. haha. then danielle made her snowman named jeffery. hahaha. cait destroyed it though. that attacked us with snowballs. and jeffery sadly is in a better place. hahaha. oh danielle, only you can brighten my day <3.

hmm i just re-confirmed the fact that i adore bright eyes. and the song no lies just love.

It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen fifteen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music
Echo through the house
Where my grandmother drank
By herself
And I sat watching a flower
As it was withering
I was embarrassed by its honesty
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this fucking wreck
That's taken its place
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
But spring came bearing sunlight
Those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
When Justin spoke very plainly
He said "Of course it's your decision,
But just so you know,
If you decide to leave,
Soon I will follow"
I wrote this for a baby
Who has yet to be born
My brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here
And it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.
Just love.
I will be pure
No, no, I know i will be pure
Like snow, like gold

*sigh*. i adore that song <3

hmm oh yes, i cant wait, shannon my dear friend might be coming to new york soon so i am ubberly syked and i had to announce that to everyone. lol.

this weekend should be cool. friday me and eryn are going to share a cozy evening togther. then saturday danielle millan is slumbering, and then sunday i get to see my number one boy justin whose birthday is APRIL 10TH and i have a baton competition. so yea im excited.

blah i want to paint. but i have no paint. and i dont think im good at it. grr.

i think perhaps ill go draw, or blast some more snoop dogg... yea im so ganster..hahaha. yea i blame eryn and danielle for this.

<3 the one and only